This is my half-diary, half-sad attempt to reach out to others like me. I am 23. I am a mother of 3, but I don't feel like a very good one. My daughter is 4. My stepdaughter is 5. My son is 14 months. I am a born again Christian, but I'm having a hard time letting go of the old religion (some of you know exactly what I am talking about, others might wonder what religion--if you don't understand it, google it). I am a college student, but I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I am mar...