I often think that I must be crazy. Is that common or is it just me? Of course, they say that if you have dropped more than 10 hits of LSD in your lifetime you are legally insane. While my teenage years were a whole lot more tame than most of the people I was hanging out with, that describes just one of my many adventures in the wacky world of LSD (it was my drug of choice). Thank God I came to my senses before I burned more holes in my brain. Aside from that I am too much like my mother for...

Watching the news today made me feel suicidal. This morning on my way to work I was mentally composing the note I would leave for my family. If I happen to catch the news in the morning, it always makes me cry and it usually ruins my day. It's never made me so disgusted with life before. I don't want to live in a reality where people do things like this. Here is a link to the story that was so devastating today: Link I think everyone should take a moment to reflect on ...

This is my half-diary, half-sad attempt to reach out to others like me. I am 23. I am a mother of 3, but I don't feel like a very good one. My daughter is 4. My stepdaughter is 5. My son is 14 months. I am a born again Christian, but I'm having a hard time letting go of the old religion (some of you know exactly what I am talking about, others might wonder what religion--if you don't understand it, google it). I am a college student, but I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I am mar...